Tuesday, September 04, 2012

Better Days





















wow it's been a while


life goes so fast

school has started

2 kiddos both had
birthdays
and grown right up on me

they are my world

my bff came for the
second time this summer

of course we lived it up
played in water again
of course fredricos and hot wings
lot's of heart to hearts
surrounded by beautiful children

after all isn't that
what life is about

we also got
2 see our favorite
california girls

they are always refreshing

and with everything
good
happening

drama has reared
it's ugly head

drama
drama
drama

just as i start
2 gain control
heal

drama

my settled head
quickly became unsettled

if you know me
you know i will protect
with a fierce loyalty
those who protect me

there are lines
you don't cross

and they were crossed

you mess with dear mother
my better half
or my kiddos
or many others
dear to my heart
friends or family

you will see
the ugliness in me

sorry blame it
on the red hair

or whatever you want

at that point you become
toxic

and i have no room
4 any more toxins

sadness everywhere it seems

yet i personally have
received small glimpses
of hope

light ahead

sunshine and happiness
privacy and joy

god is good
and i'm sure
one day we
will have a talk
about the red-head
within...



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Ktbug said...

"There is someone you can forgive.
There is someone you can thank.
There is someone you can serve and lift.
You can do it wherever you are and however alone and deserted you may feel.
With this knowledge, life is beautiful no matter the pain, loneliness,
confusion, heartbreak, and sadness in the world.
How blessed I am and feel each day." -from NieNie's blog

Just thought it was a good one. That's all. Take Care,
Katie

annilee said...

Thanks Katie.. God is good !

Anonymous said...

Annilee,
I love you! You have been knocked down one to many times. This is your chance, get up show them how strong you are. I have never met anyone with a bigger heart, than you! Remember what I told you, this is not of God! It is a brain disorder! Everybody has a breaking point, nobody has been in your shoes. Keep your head up! You can do this! You are beautiful on the inside and out. You are a wonderful friend, mother,and person. Don't let them break your spirits. All you need is Love and Support, and you know where it is! Judgments will only continue to harm. I love you! And God is Good! Love, your #1 sister wife :)

Anonymous said...

It is my understanding that two Mothers were messed with, and her chicks are just as protective of her as you are of your Mom. If you don't want drama, don't create it.

annilee said...

Wow thanks s! looks like it may be time to take my blog private. and never answer my door to strangers. Oh wait I can't even do that. as for the topic of religion in all of this... can't wait to post that one! love you back !


annilee said...

Katie and sis... Why go private now ??? The only attention I will give to such comment is. Who came knocking on who's door ?

Anonymous said...

Sister wife-Religion. Are you a Mormon? That show on television is just not right.

Bonnie Bair said...

Annilee and Janice are the most loyal, amazing, awesome, kind people anyone can ever have a chance to know. With all of the tragedy and sadness going on in their life right now, perhaps people could think about all they have done for everyone! If there were more people like Annilee and Janice, the world would truly be a better place. Consider looking for the positive and the light, instead of the darkness and negative energy. Life is too short to be unkind, and words said in anger are really hard to take back. Bonnie Bair :o)

annilee said...

Dear Anonymous,
If you watch the show on TV, then you would know those people are not mormon. I was raised mormon, yet prefer calling myself a Christian. Something I will be writing about soon. :)And if you don't have any sister wives in your life, I would suggest you get them. The truth is, they are just my very good friends. Friends who have not tried to "change" me through hardship and trials because of their own agendas. Like my better half, they have supported and loved me through adversity. Everyone needs a sister wife around.

annilee said...

Thanks Bonnie B. I love you too. This to shall pass...

annilee said...

A dear friend sent this to me today... I felt it touched so well on these comments of earlier

" If they judge you, they don't matter. If they matter they love you for who you are."

Thanks, Vicky B